this used to be the place i depended on most. times got hard, and i had to take a step back to sort out my priorities. my intentions here are casual. they are not to spill my soul, make friends, or gather hearts and followers. but if those things were to happen along the way, i don’t think i would reject them. i’m still your over-caffeinated natuhtack. just, now, in a bit of disguise.
there are no hard feelings if you should decide not to follow me. there are reasons you may feel obligated to. but i assure you, you should not.
and if you wouldn’t mind reblogging this to make sure that it gets around to everyone who may have wanted to follow me again, that would be most awesome. :)
@1 year ago with 46 notes
Tumblr, to me, obviously means far more than it does to most of my peers. It goes beyond artistic and hipster-friendly reblogs. I don’t have to prepare an emotional speech about what it does mean, because you all know just as well, if not more, than I do. Your support, enlightenment, inspiration, and entertainment up until this point is what made me hold back on the hiatus for a few months. Or however long it’s been since I’ve gotten a bit more quiet on here.
@1 year ago with 42 notes
#hiatus #new chapter things #the kind of end
In that time, a lot has happened. My doctor helped me apply for a medical leave from school. My manager noticed something has been off with me, and has offered her help by reaching out to stores with a volume that will make it easier for me to take care of myself in the way that I need to. I’m working on becoming more comfortable with the idea of taking medication. I found a new yoga studio with more availability so I can start going three times a week, and maybe reconnect with the powerful center that I know is floating around inside of me somewhere.
I’ve felt distant. I’ve felt stranded. But more recently, I’ve been feeling progress. To maintain that, I’ll be taking a few steps back from some things, and a complete break from others, including most social networking. Life has brought me to a place where I can’t wait a second longer to drop absolutely anything that may distract me from finding my peace.
Since most of you have seen me at some of my worst (and vice versa), I figured it would only be right to let you know how and why I’m about to fall off the face of the internet. When I return, it will probably with a fresh URL, and a new purpose. If you care to keep in touch until whenever that may be, my email is on my page.
Until next time, Internet. It’s been real.
I have a headache from all of this indecision and uncertainty. But I am, for once, feeling pretty damn close to figuring a lot of it out.
@1 year ago with 17 notes
#truthful tuesday #i need a life coach