withinbegin:

this used to be the place i depended on most. times got hard, and i had to take a step back to sort out my priorities. my intentions here are casual. they are not to spill my soul, make friends, or gather hearts and followers. but if those things were to happen along the way, i don’t think i would reject them. i’m still your over-caffeinated natuhtack. just, now, in a bit of disguise.

there are no hard feelings if you should decide not to follow me. there are reasons you may feel obligated to. but i assure you, you should not.

and if you wouldn’t mind reblogging this to make sure that it gets around to everyone who may have wanted to follow me again, that would be most awesome. :)

i’m back.

Hiatus.

  Tumblr, to me, obviously means far more than it does to most of my peers. It goes beyond artistic and hipster-friendly reblogs. I don’t have to prepare an emotional speech about what it does mean, because you all know just as well, if not more, than I do. Your support, enlightenment, inspiration, and entertainment up until this point is what made me hold back on the hiatus for a few months. Or however long it’s been since I’ve gotten a bit more quiet on here.

  In that time, a lot has happened. My doctor helped me apply for a medical leave from school. My manager noticed something has been off with me, and has offered her help by reaching out to stores with a volume that will make it easier for me to take care of myself in the way that I need to. I’m working on becoming more comfortable with the idea of taking medication. I found a new yoga studio with more availability so I can start going three times a week, and maybe reconnect with the powerful center that I know is floating around inside of me somewhere.

  I’ve felt distant. I’ve felt stranded. But more recently, I’ve been feeling progress. To maintain that, I’ll be taking a few steps back from some things, and a complete break from others, including most social networking. Life has brought me to a place where I can’t wait a second longer to drop absolutely anything that may distract me from finding my peace.

  Since most of you have seen me at some of my worst (and vice versa), I figured it would only be right to let you know how and why I’m about to fall off the face of the internet. When I return, it will probably with a fresh URL, and a new purpose. If you care to keep in touch until whenever that may be, my email is on my page.

  Until next time, Internet. It’s been real.

Truth.

I have a headache from all of this indecision and uncertainty. But I am, for once, feeling pretty damn close to figuring a lot of it out.

My new tumblr is in the makes. I won’t give it out until it’s ready (which should be as soon as I get around to it this weekend). In the meantime, I’ll totally be around to check out the CHSH fun. And because I’m at traffic court right now and all my good apps to keep my occupied are back at home on my iPad. And because I miss some of you.

setbabiesonfire:

All the people do that I’m surrounded by is complain, holy shit. You have first world problems. Your phone lost service? Cool, at least you have a phone. Your internet goes out? Be happy you have a computer! Gas got more expensive? Sucks, but you still HAVE A CAR. You complain about your job while you’re making money as other people suffer from poverty, sucks for you, doesn’t it?! No, it doesn’t! The people that complain the most are the ones that live the most comfortably. I wish I had enough money to buy a new car to complain about it the very first week like the people I know. Get a fucking grip, none of these people have as miserable of a life as they make it seem. Ugh, I’m going to rip my hair out.

Sing it, brother.